Trying something new. Idk probably end up deleting this but for now who cares 🤔😶✌️ feedback always welcomed Im still struggling n sick of my behaviour. sick of waking up to do ssame shit, i hate this. i cant take it anymore. paranoid thoughts got me tripping out im sure. wishing i was dead as im breaking all these promises, Please forgive me n if u cant i understand why damn i, just some fucking Stupid cunt. truly i am nothing but a skinny little runt, stuck inside my head inside this prison where im living now. its dark inside this heart, fighting sleep n so i fall apart, smoking darts n shards just to numb my pain. but im giving up the pipe i really need to change. i do love you n i dont know what to say would rather grab a fucking gun and put a bullet a through my brain. truth!! its no lie yea maybe im insane, but baby i do love you n i wish you felt the same, damn. Yeah!