new comp track. a story of the effects of industry. let me know what you think! Lyrics: --- I don't really want to do this at the right time I just want to spit some lyrics with the right rhymes have another day with her and get some white wine it's been difficult feeling metaphysical indulging my addiction to the music but I'm being extra critical but I know that my ill is clinical, not the most relatable but that's debatable I've seen the demons who remain thoughts around night time I had to grow a thicker spine and maybe be a little more abrasive but that comes with the trauma used to lie to everyone I was dumb and persuasive thinking about my life didn't know just quite how hard it was I was throwing it away the only way that I thought was right only answer that I gave was just because had to center myself like a Buddhist keep calm and let go when I do this used to f*** with drugs wanted something to abuse started a family and now I got a lot to lose but some days I feel lonesome like not a single m************ person wants to be near me but I kind of want to boast some been through a lot but that don't mean you got to fear me can you hear me? ---- what is it that I'm supposed to do with all this anger inside of me man I don't really know anymore the pressure eats at me and it just tells me to recede away from everyone and walk my stupid ass out the door but I'm better than that it's really the only thing I seem to f****** know and everybody just wanting to get me toe to toe but really I'm just thinking how I could overdose I'm too busy dealing with myself to deal with you hoes. #industry #competiton #rap #hiphop #90s #oldschool #boombap #newartist #2023