One bad bitch rolling by herself she was delivered a lot in life that was just the cards she was dealt nobody knew inside how she felt because of the things she went through she was too scared to ask anybody for help she keeped to herself she was as quite as a steth men said she was beautiful they would melt. she was battling so mini demons in her mind she felt as though she was always kept .she had those tired eyes she looked as though she never slept . if anybody said she couldn't shed say bet. when she was around everybody she had a good effect. but she tried so hard not to get close so she would disconnect people would see how she would move they were impressed but deep down inside they didn't know she was battling in her mind she was getting depressed but every day she smile and till herself she was blessed she would pray to God and confess .she would try to dig down deep inside of herself and inspect but it always had an effect. she would try so hardn to be content but still herself she neglect. she felt like to men she was just an object. and she tried to live life the way she thought best but she was a bad bitch always rolling by herself she was given the cards that she was dealt she was trying really hard to put all her problems aside nicely kept on a shelf . inside her mind she would scream can anybody hear me is anybody there? she tried to do anything then she started getting verwhelmed . everyone walked right by and all they did was stare . the weight of the world had her compelled but her eyes were so beautiful I still don't understand why she's still goes with her choices and reason some say she was sweet some say she was a heathen but one thing she never could do was be deceiving all she was looking for was her own freedom she hated the world and all of its disagreements she felt like nothing was keeping her alive except for her t wee ones but her moods came pouring out and shifting she felt like she's drifting she tries to keep her mind focused on education and different cultures that was all across the legions but it didn't help to keep her occupied so all she could do was cry n feeling as though she was going to die all her loss she was still grieving getting on her knees yelling to God and pleading saying i know you can see me I'm under attack I it's now or never I need somebody to have my back before I tack myself out with this gat my life is on repea I'm trying to get back on track t I fall every time I tried to leap man I'm getting tired on my feet I know what I I so I reap bring anybody out there that loves deep somebody right now that I can meet somebody who I can call mine that I can keep because I can't get out of this dark place i think I'm going to sink. nobody is here when I am weak so come into my mind and see what's bothering me take a little peek but she had something inside of her and she lifted up her head and said with defeat am alive as she rored like a lion out came a beast. as she screamed out this is my foundation this is my street ypur my pray i will eat you alive I got a thirst to rip apart the meat no more disrespect anger and lies no more am i going to be a sheep no more am i going back in my past and keep playing on repeat feel my wrath feel my heat I'm not going to be discreet no more can my heart and soul tack all thes deceit no more am I going to fall flat on the concrete all these demons im going to delete and the person who I am talking about ... is a real savage that person is really me . and I'm still l learning and revolving everyday I will deplete I promise I'm coming back for more because I want my life to be complete