Mathematics adding and life keep subtracting change the problem different equation It's just a phase ulogy just a page nobody understands the rage who really cares till your in the grave words of the mind suicide people taking their own life drugs to cope finding right antidote write another note put it in a safe place save it for another day that's fucking insane I train my brain mastering my mind take a lifetime memory lane to clear a pathway for a drain labels insane just crazy for change wanting to be loved I must be insane rattling chains burning flame take what you want even the reaper left me said he'd be back another day to take it away as I watched the rope swing and the angels sing you brought me back to reality with a sense of feeling that was healing life never stops dealing so I throw it out and keep reeling searching in life for real meaning everyone leaving noone coming with intentions on n getting comfy focus on my kids and my money let it drip like some honey got a heart made for home but all it does is roam..... so much was expected and I headed in another direction sat in the wrong section trying to get right directions despite all the hurt and pain and the addictions in the way heart never changed remained the same all I ever wanted was to be loved everyday is a gift I refuse to quit rather get a grip hold on tight and ride that shit lifell change you in an Instant with change so persistent I just need 6 feet distance I'm trying to listen and pay attention with all the commotions and different devotions I'm just tryna figure out the chorus exploring like dora always got my knapsack with a snack packed kick back just relax time is all I got till inside out i rot till then this my plot ride it out for the brave cuz they keep our home a safe place so much we loose along the way Realize reality is your own fantasy design my mind one rhyme at a time inside out pour my heart out Pain it triggers the whispers in the distance so distant from reality it's a different type of dinner spread my wings never claimed to be a saint just a falling sinner falling in love with mother nature it's in my nature to nurture but this world offers so much torture addicted to pain I walk alone into the unknown I had to grow up and show up didn't know how didn't have a clue stuck to the paper like glue had to rewrite something new once upon a time I was new I'm just a bad habit that'll make you into an addict try so hard just not an average lifell make you savage with all the havoc people so damaged but we try to manage and raise the standards out in the country I'm branded in my mind I'm stranded but on the ground I'm landing 2 feet 10 toes I'm standing