how do I explain this this son it was novermember 2021 drop you lff that once to your daddy silly me said that he should have youn2 n weeks. talking future I was coming back my baby I promise I know I told you that trying to explain you didn't believe me but son please understand I'd never leave you stranded I left you with your family who love you in cotton wool bandaged mummy is emotional sometimes just a tad damaged but with you son for 7 years being your mum I actually managed you stunned everyone the day you were born your a special sort my son I got your back the day you were born in my head I sworn let's go back to the happy days I'm sorry about the absence in time your still my dime I'm trying my best to be your best friend again I will always fight for you I would lay down and die for you although I'm not there no tear and no fear be there your beautiful smart and rare always up for a dare stay smiling my sunshine I will see you in some time you will always be mine I love you with all of my heart