must have been a half a year since last time I heard your voice it soothes me, takes me outta my zone u know which one, the one in which I'm alone but since I met your ass I been feeling like I been breaking the dome I remember happier days in where we roamed we practically lived together cuz u were three doors away from my home and we wrote tomes and tomes I felt like shit would never change I guess I was just stoned cuz I got this feeling of again being alone was it the last lyrics that brought u outta my zone or was it finally what I did as a kid bro! I was a fuckin youngster, didnt knew better u know I ain't like that no more I know I can do better, and I'll do it for ur sake cuz ur my best friend tought of loosin you gives me shakes I been learning from my mistakes and I'll never go there again I swear on my mother in this world there are individuals and there is you one of the really few that I got to know, and i knew I'd love u cuz u was fuckin true and we were rhyming like we supposed to cuz u gave me that push what I needed to channel the wife beater hahha I remember drivin in your two seater or was it 4 like I give a fuck anymore I just want my homeboy to ask about me more I want u to suffocate me and bring me back to life once more so I can wake up happy cuz wakin up lately has been a fuckin chore , reallyhardcore I'm sorry that I cant visit u mlbut my paranoia got me think8n this through I cant show my ass there I'm a scared as fuck dude this gonna be my last letter to you u haven't responded for 3 days the fuck happened to you you know I cant live like that, fool I need to holler at you cuz nigga I miss you 3 days Haha feels like 5 4 too many for far too many 420's I been needing pennies I just call u up and I aibt even got to rub no penis imma broke guy prolly cuz i spent it all on coka but it just ain't the same with the next guy what we have is la coka nostra beautifully unconditional nosedive I can tell u what j need to, that's how I get by and I'm sorry if I ever made u cry wasnt my intention but I just dont wanna live a lie so I had to tell u outta respect cuz I look up to u and I wanted to tell u about my darker side too so that u knew what kind of individual I can be boiled down to so that u never be surprised and in my minds eye I was being true to u cuz I fuckin love u the emotional bond we share cant be topped by another dude not even a bitch could give me what u do but I truly understand if u no longer can be my friend cuz my life is a fuck up with no end and I dont wanna pull u down to no end I just wanna be there for u as I know I can but if it turns out I was right know that it would make me lose my flight I might give up and consider suicide not tryin to scare u, but I cant live my life without u in my fight cuz u made me blow outta my shell like a fuckin dynamite please dont leave me, cuz imma grown ass baby I cant develop properly without u my OG so I hope this was just a false feeling