life like this nightmare couldnt wake up from every 2 days drinking handles of rum Captain morgan amd jim beam by my side making sure to be ny ride or die crawled in a hole i could never escape figuring out whos real and whos fake depression takin over and i cant sleep fighting these demons will i ever find peace wake up girl its only a dream freddy isnt coming gotta tug at them seams life knocks me down i just get back up gotta admit this shit fucking sucks was killed in a wreck a couple months back shattered my chest and broke my back woke up from the coma a week after that everyone assumed i was flat out drunk but as it turns out it was a teenage punk this kid got away for taking my life as they tried to blame it on me and put me away i gotta say pray everyday not letting the devil have his way with my soul 4 damn years it has taken its toll i need peace and thats where in headed leaving yall behind please dont be offended sharing my story i hope someone will listen got to get it out im on a mission doing it now dont need your permission im as real as they come im not as dumb as you think dont put up with bullshit, be gone when you blink not gonna lie i should talk to a shrink trust issues got me over the brink