i am still looking living striving, struggling misconduct, and miscommunication no code. flat line, he's coding od perplexed cart blanche blank check multiples checks and balances madman but casual.not average way above not usual, not using still atypical anti critical. calculating trajectories tensor fields target histories ranges go against me is not sane...a bit insane actually asymmetrical insanity laughs laughing largesse... less shit talk... shit shut up. I'm talking.. grand standing ..dire straights...I'm straight so fucknoff...forget about it.. make haste .. it's all a hassle. I'm laying waste on the wasteland..just dessert..going bezerk..make it look easy, but this is hard work. multiple years blood sweat and tears, but still I am here... still sounding off, still grinding, gaining ground forward movement, momentum, forward progress. inch by inch success by success yess.