#Collab #bmvideo #RealShit #Boutdatlife90 #bars #feature @admin @bmvideo @liljahjah XLJX- grew up as a struggle man life is so Damn hard, check out of school just to realize my fuckin mom was gone. Things changed and i couldn't look back and the past, it hurts my ass to know she told me it wasn't gonna last. but I can see it in her eyes, she laying with God and safe from the lies, and if she was here I wouldnt have to disguise, would never have to cry and write these mental depressing ass lines. But damn she taught me everything in life that's said, if it wasn't for her I wouldnt know any fucking self respect, and if she wasn't gone we would've never lost our self effects, now I can't look at my phone without crying to even read our texts. glad I got my dad to help me when I'm feeling down, cause without him it would feel like noone is around, got him to be here when I'm hurt and rise me off the ground, just wish I wasn't so hurt cause it already feels like I've drowned. JahJah- They say its hard to lose your family Fellings go around lika melody Watch ya uncle go to jail for felony when he get out shot dead by an enemie and yea that get to me and yea i try to see and yea i try to be the only to take a stand and be a prodigy make em proud of me be the only k young king me a x yea we try to be so all the ones that we love could really see what we goin be