It's sad to say but I have to can't hold up to it one day on 31st of November, I've gone for training ,very Happy playing with my team ,win the training session still on a Happy mode , texting families on how I scored the winning goal I didn't know I was gon' hear a sad of a departing soul on my way to my home seeing gatherings leaving with no hope I pray to Lord to protect us from this sorrow a great friend kick the bucket accidentally horror which I was forced by my spirit to go visit in the morrow it's sad to say ,but I prayed to Lord for his protection and also seeing people practicing molestation attended morning service for my deceased friend pastor got a good administration we will never befall this incident ,I pray Lord and I crown it all with Amen it's Dave. but I can sleep ,i always weep took pills and alcohol but I sip why am I having nightmares why am I been tormented it's hard to believe he's still gone he flashes on my eyes but I mourn never reflect on me bro please you gon' sworn but I believe you're in a good place just its bygone may your soul rest in perfect peace dear friend