Lyrics down below I don't need no help when I do it. I get in my mode when I carry the load, but I promise I'm gone make it through it. And dont get me wrong, I got a lot going on but it aint nothing to it A long way from home with my thoughts Im alone in a box.. an emotional ruin. I just tune out and turn up the music. Tryna fuck up a bag & fuck up the city & call it a state of emergency. I been through a lot.. my heart gotten colder, im numb So there aint nomo hurtin me. I keep to myself, I aint playn nomo You can get rocked to sleep Like a nursery.. I be out in the streets like a purgery Had to doctor the beat with a surgery Got these niggas all mad now They see that im up cuz a nigga been winnin, Im movin too fast now.. Been makin a way for the life i been given Just smokin on gas now And aint pressin no brakes for the life i been livin Hit my head on my way through my ceilin Nod ya head while i pray for my sinnin I dont understand How im posta be the man when they hate I do what i can Even when i got a lot on my plate To run a band So i gotta keep that heat on my waist I had pain in my heart, i had tears on my face When i listen to god he had told me to wait But i dont understand.. I dont understand.. nah nah. I dont understand.. no Make sure that they get it Got shyt understood, as long as i live ima always be good yeh yeh In collaboration with Doe Boy Jones. Produced by Gehtz. all rights reserved (C). 2020