a here we go imma bouta spit some fire fat heat on the beat this world got me wanting to keep shut I wish things were different I wanna pop a few caps relapse into old habits my life is good by my own definition but I'm not feeling it. I have a partner that loves me but the continued grind is overwhelming I'm sick of being at the helm I wanna live in a different realm or find some place some fucking space where I can be myself work on creating things because that is the only way I can see myself happy take this track to the top I'm on the bottom I'm sick of the scores on my phone mixing with the messages from loved ones I hold a brave face in danger I'm sharp as a knife had to be to live my life I wanna work hard for myself not the man wanna play this like a game best to protect my interests