Contest Track! Come show Love to A Real Artist ! All love and criticism is welcome and strongly encouraged! 😎 Lyrics: Hook : There I go again, always    running from the truth /   I was blinded by your love,  And I never had a clue /  I guess I was so entangled,  And distracted by the view /   I forgot about myself,  But this time I refuse /   I dont wanna be   another speck in the dirt /   Just Another broken heart,  Now  I'm breaking em first /   Im tryna teach myself a lesson,  The problem is, I never learn /    I want  love that lasts forever   So I need to love me first /  Verse 1:  Here we go again and  I'm running out of patience /  I've been doing me,  Your doing you, well okay then /  First things first, I started drinking, And I hate it /  I'm getting over you, And all my fears, it's time to face it /  Whyd it take so long, For me to give myself a chance /  I told myself I dont belong, But I was wrong, I understand /  Why I did it, it was you, I just never could accept /  I could never love somebody,  If I never loved myself /  I guess my only option now, Is leave or let you go /      I need to get you out my head, And learn to live all on my own /  With my back against wall, Cause right now i feel exposed /  I need to get my shit together, make sure everybody knows /  Verse 2: When you left, I was weak,  And that's why I fell apart /  I Started doing drugs, To numb the pain, it was hard /  Love it almost killed me, Cupid let this go to far /  I never saw it coming, musta shot me in the dark /  Your love it had me blinded,  I lost all my friends yeah /  I drown myself in Alcohol,  With no one here to binge with   /  No one loves me after all, My thoughts are  relentless /  With everybody gone, I have no reason to be living /  When you think about your first love, Tell me how you feel?  Was it hard to let them go, That's how you know if it was real /  We all have dances with the Devil, And we do it for thrill / But be careful cause love, Is his favorite way to kill /  I shouldve run away, I even had a head start / If I could, i would change  But it's too late , ive been charged /  With loving someone blindly, And I let it get to far /  It was murder In the first degree, The victim was my heart /  #CPoeBlind #Blind #Contest #Real #SWF #StayW0ke #New #RapFameVerified #HipHop #2021 #CPoe #Contest @moderator_en